And no one will really understand
what went on between us.
There will always be a question in their eyes,
always wondering but never asking.
Some things are best kept to ourselves.
I know I will never forget
that darkest night of my soul.
When I sank down to a level
that I never thought I could go,
where I felt things that I had helped others
but never felt myself.
You were not the cause
but certainly a contributor,
and being with you helped me learn
how to stand securely on the earth beneath my feet.
Not becuase you helped me.
becuase you didn't.
And when I found myself next to you
in that darkest night of my soul
and felt the oceans between us and
saw the oceans ahead of us
I made the only decision I could:
To be strong
and let go.
Sometimes, ya just gotta let the emotions out.